''PAIN IS WEAKNESS,ITS LIVING IN YOUR BODY''
Since i know when happens yesterday,for god sake,i even cant sleep properly :') My heart,bleeding already.Mybe its because im being strong for too long.Its time to let everything go :') Seriously im hurt now.I need to express all of this PAIN in my heart in order to alive in next day :') Im DEAD if im not express this kinda PAIN things away.I never feel this kind of feelings.Because its too deep to feels.Bak kata Melayu,'Kesan nya amat mendalam.Sampai hidup dipengaruhi dengan semua masalah yg ditimpanya'.Aku taktau novel mana tah yg aku petik.But yeah,its true.Bukan hati aku je yg merasa,even diri aku sendiri pun dah boleh merasai apa yg hati aku tgh rasa sekarang.Sakit wehh :') Selagi sabar menjadi teman setia aku,aku akan sentiasa bersabar demi menjamin kehidupan yg aku nak.Bukan senang aku nak bersabar macam ni.Ni semua sebab aku sayang dia sangat sangat :') Aku jadi macam ni sbb dia.She's meant a lot to me eventough she's always hurting me.I willing to do everything for her.But i know,its not enough for you kan sayang :') I know you want somebody else.Maybe they can makes you happy and love you more than me :') If that can makes you happy,i have to let you go :') Eventough im in PAIN now.Coz your HAPPINESS is my importance.I want to start this all over again.Like the first time we met :') Its the best memories i've ever got.But memories right :') We cant take it back,we've got to let it fades away.This is just sad to say.I cant take it anymore.Kbye :'')
