Waiting outside the lines

Hey,over there.Please forgive me,if im coming on too strong :') 
               
                       Why we're turn to be like this?
Is it you or me tht done some mistakes?
                            Or we're doesnt like before?

Loves,i aint strong like before.Im weak now :') But i try to charge it back.I want the old of us strikes back :'') I miss the moment when we're both together always.We're changed now.Nothing goes like before.It becomes more challenging since our thoughts between each other always been suspicious.We do take care of ourself but still it goes in wrong ways :( We're both now like act like we dont have nothing in relationship :( For sure,im sad with this kind of situations.I admit tht it do start from both of us.We're create the problems.Then no one wanna solve it.Im sorry for everything.Everything goes wrong when youre always thinking about your past :') I do want to understands you.But i cant.Im sorry.I cnt understands in wht you need and wht you wnt act T.T But yeah,im try to understands you one more time.And sorry once again for posting this kind of story :') I want to solve this for our relationship sake's.This is for our own benefits.

I Love You Alwayss :')