Its Hard when you know youre life are depending by FATE . Plus , im the one tht has been in the same tragedy for three years tht has happen twice .
Bosan jugak bila asyik kejadian yg sama je yg terjadi . Its soo lastyear -.- . Seriously im not into it . Its Happens Because It Wants To , Not Because I Want It To . Then , FATE made me to get mad by my friends , and Seriously i had to take it smoothly because i know , its not my fault at all . Aku ada cuba nak betulkan semua nih , but semua jadi cam taik -.- I Lost some of it T.T
sebenarnya aku tak suka gaduh gaduh ni , its soooo NOT COOL :) Macam budak budak pun ada, But paham paham je lah kan , bila dah emotional, anything can happens. Seriously, i cnt even control my feelings.
Its okay lah , Aku faham . Bukan ini pengakhirannya , Ini Baru Permulaan . Tunggu rintangan lain mendatang. Im waiting for it to come . Come Lah , i <3 it cause byk pengajaran yg aku akan dpt drpd tu .3 Tahun aku mcmni , tak pernah lekang dari kena benda2 cmni . Asyik aku je kena tembak . Pasal Emo yg tak boleh dikawal , It Seems Im Gonna Be Alone Again . I Dont Care Lah As Long My Friends Are With Me . They're My Soul Foods ;)
Aku Tak Kisah , So Do You kann ? So no point lah if i terhegeh-hegeh if u like stone then . Fine , i pretending like i dont care eventough i do . i dont want to be seen like im too stupid by someone .Bella ask me to let go je , tp entahlah i dont want to be seen as heartless . So , now buat hal masing2 . Bella ask me to do tht sbb dia tak tahan tengok aku hidup merana selama 3 tahun berturut2 , tp entah lah aku lebih suka menyeksa diri sendiri .
Aku Loner . Memang terasa sunyi mcm tahun2 yg lalu . Takda bezanya 2009,2010,2011 sama je sume suka tinggalkan aku . Rasanya okay jugak kalau aku solo coz aku tgok kawan2 ku yg solo sumenya happy belaka tp merana jugak ah sbb org yg dorg minat tu payah nak dpt . Aku nak kekalkan mcm ni ah . Lantaklah apa nak jadi , nak ubah pun taktau apa jd nnt . Get A New Life ? Sama je rasanya . Old School jugak . Like No Others . So takda makna tahun baru buat aku , sbb akan berulang benda yg sama dlm hidup aku .
'Apa apa pun , Live Your Life even how bad it is'
