sudah lama tidak update ,kerana terlampau byk hal , and tak ingat nk update .
hehe~
of course theres a lot of things yg berlaku dlm kehiudpan seharian ni .
hmm .
and byk effect pada relationship aku , -.-
mengapa ?
memang buat aku tension dan seterusnya menjadi gila ..
pengorbanan penting dalam sesebuah hubungan .
but kenapa dia tak nmpk semua tu ?
aku tinggalkan dia kerana DIA .
dan ,
yg lama ,
dtg kembali ,
Astaghfirullahalazim ~
hanya tuhan saja yg tahu feeling aku sekarang .
dia bukannya nk hargai aku malah dia pergi enjoy dgn teman 'gembira' lama dia .
sedih cari aku .
dah lah sedih , nangis , sengsara , derita sbb teman 'gembira' dia tu .
then ,
dah happy , lupa aku .
eh , gerak ahh , kau ingat aku ni apa ?
binatang kau ? aku pun ada hati lah , bernyawa lagi .
dont make my life suffer lah dei !
soon enough , i'll hate you .
sorry to say this , but you only know how to broke my heart ;(
it's so painful ,
but you never knew it .
you act like nothing happens .
inside deep in my heart , its bleeding and suffering because of YOU .
i always text you , but u rarely texts me .
u only text me , when u got something to tell me .
like ur probs and bout ur teman bahagia and stuffs =='
hey , for ur information , im not your caunselor lah !
aku adalah sebahagian dari hati kau ?
remember that ?!
and now ,
i will let u feel what i feel before .
i will do what you did to me ,
someone told me i should take caution when it comes to LOVE ,
i DID ,
i hope u happy with ur teman bahagia .
go happy with them ,
go laugh with them ,
go and forget me .
go and make me sad .
GO ,lovee , gooo~T.T
u never understand me ,
u never know what i feel eventough u already know but u just dont get it .
its all because ,
it's always me to understand you ,
it's always me to follow what you want .
it's always me to hear ur probs
IT'S ALL YOU !
i do care bout you !
i do love you !
i do miss you !
but why u have to do all this ?
im hypocrite to you its because i love you ..
HUWAAA :(
teman gembira ,always make u sad , ever slap u , embarrased you and all bad things ,
AKU ?
i never do those all things to you ,!
but u still with ur teman gembira although they ever done that to you .
all i hoped before ,
it will be impossible ,
i have to wait miracles to happen ,
and i wish it would be ,
HAPPINESS to me ,
i eagerly want it .
erhh !
dei , one day , i will meet you ,
and i will tell u every inch of my sadness ,
then you know what i feel , !
OKAY ,BYE~
Assalamualaikum
